If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that’s okay.
Would you stand by me,
Let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.


ahh im tired
imy.
i need a hug :(



labels : worn out.

And now, when the beat is so strong;
I'll give my heart in a song
{11:41 AM}

& i just dont feel right
should i?
or shouldnt I?
damn.
im sick and tired of this.
damn.


its all because of you.
i try not to think
but i cant help it.

And now, when the beat is so strong;
I'll give my heart in a song
{11:37 PM}

i orginally wanted to just scream at the tp accnt thingy
but thank God can alr
i chose these as my subs

	1	IGS	GBD1017	Leadership & Character	3
	2	IGS	GBD1013	Fundamentals of Public Speaking	3
	3	IGS	GBD1011	Creative Writing	3
	4	BUS	BEC1006	Introductory Economics	3
	5	IGS	GBD1008	Introduction to Language & Culture (Japanese)	3

wierd combi
cos many chose jap , italian as their first two choices
BUT
im audacious
yay im so gonna be a leader =)




like FINALLY
i changed my tp acct pass
*********
LOL
only a single one know this password
=D
( N ITS NOT ONLY ME )




dance
=)
i still havent celebrated i got into it
lol
*confetti anyhow fly*
yeah so todays like the second practice
gins word kinda made a mark
n yeah
i have a goal
to at least perform 3 times in front of a crowd?
and to be as zaii as the seniors
wooo
go kevin(:
n i know my hamster is always cheering me on



im kinda sick of hiding behind a mask
masquerading my feelings
tts why im learning to share
to share how i feel
even thought i hate it
but yeah
thank God for understanding friends
spinge , my two buddies , james , yh and many many more
love u guys =)






life is stressful
hectic and stressful
when school reopens
i think i'll just drop dead and die
but life has to still go on
thats why I will.
sketch out.
(woo that sounds so zaii =D )













i wish
we could be together
and i'll hold u tightly
cos i never wanna let u go
ever again.

Every second I'm without you I'm a mess
Why cuts aren't healing
Learning how to love.





labels : i caught fire;in your eyes

And now, when the beat is so strong;
I'll give my heart in a song
{11:44 PM}

damn im tired
and its freaking 3am
hard working me
stayed up till so late just to finish choosing my cds
not CDS, as in plastic ones
but cross disciplinary subs
not applicable for jc pples though =D


everything that i know of is screwed
im tired and all
n i seriously need rest
but life is hectic
and i think tts good
my words make no sense
LOL
blame it on the malay chicken rice i had just now
><






well , at least your here
imy.
<3

And now, when the beat is so strong;
I'll give my heart in a song
{2:53 AM}

OMG
my blog looks soooooooooooo
sooooooooooo
empty
like my wallet
=(





yest was well spent with dodo
both time n money
to start of the day
i withdrawed $50!
happily thinking that it'll last me the whole wk
soooo
i spent $14 on moviee tics
watched f4- rise of the sliver + nude surfer
LOL
reminds me of spiderman
n n n n
j.a is so hot =D
anw anw we had yoshi before
the bento or katsu or whatever boxes are soooo expensive!
i spent another 10 bucks dere
next next we flew to novena - velocity mall
the design kinda looked very vivo-ish
lol
anw theres nth much in it
the usuals
food - clothes - food - clothes -food - ATM - and more food - n clothes...
BORING
went to marina afterwards
wanted to sakae
SAKAE
but chose to go new york instead of japan
booo:(
but anyways
the food was nice
soooo
its good:)
my mood changes very fast
frm :( -> :)
in like 5 lines
LOL
nth much after , sent . home and 28ed from
AND SLEPT
=D







*yawns*
theres briefing tmrw
booness
major booness
anw im having shopping spree tmrw
so tt makes up fer the having to wake up early
me thinks i should sleep now
dads not back yet
well...
nights everyone(:
OHHH
my sketchbooks not finished yet
damn
anyways
toodles(:





itily.
Cause I'm looking at your picture
Cause it's all I've got
Maybe one day you and me will have
One more shot

less than 3(:

And now, when the beat is so strong;
I'll give my heart in a song
{12:05 AM}

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GIzDsGyxsQM
first up is vid by stoned sour
the video is amzing
goes well wif the song
''through the glasss''

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2exE-td4F3k
next next next is my personal fav
a song by anberlin
rich in meaning , saturated with emotions
go watch both videos
but if your super busy n not free like mua
go watch the second one
=D







i'll update more later at night
gg donalds hse later
kinda wierd cos i havent been talking to them for like mths
ah wellls
this is how wierd life is
toodles.



labels : my lazy days ( pt 1 )

And now, when the beat is so strong;
I'll give my heart in a song
{11:59 AM}

soooo
its been an almost 2 weeks since i last blogged
emerge was great
days after emerge sucked
it just feels like im pushed down frm a high mountain top
and now im here , trying to get my life back in motion

i gave tbg concert a miss yesterday
wasnt feeling too good
and i had alot of stuff going thru my head
paid like 30 bucks fer it but anyways
rahhh
i'll just watch it on utube den
no worries.



back to reality
i screwed up over the past few days
so whats new?
i think many are kindaa sick of hearing me whine
this is life
and life is unfair
many things i wish i could turn back and undo
but ohh anyways
i just wanna start over
afreshed & renewed.



i dont know if it would ever be the same
but i'll give it a shot




When your only friends are hotel rooms
Hands are distant lullabies
If I could turn around I would tonight

These roads never seemed so long
Since your paper heart stopped beating leaving me suddenly alone
Will daybreak ever come?


You never know what temporal days may bring
So Laugh, love, live free, and sing
When life is in discord
Praise ye the Lord


Paperthin Hymns
-Anberlin , Cities




to ***** : im sorry:(




labels : how to save a life

And now, when the beat is so strong;
I'll give my heart in a song
{1:51 PM}